I had a friend tell me at the beginning of my journey with Candeo that there was a need to never get ahead of yourself, never try to rush through things. There’s a time to rush and a time to not rush and now is the time to not 
. Well, that sunk in and I have been letting each step of the process take the time it needs to sink in before progressing on to the next step in the process. I have felt strongly that there’s great wisdom in not forcing things.
As I’ve done this I have at times not moved on for a coupel weeks or more while I try to practice and live a principle. It was been helpful for me. In the past I got quite frustrated with myself when I didn’t move on at a steady and fast pace. I guess I’ve always seen myself as someone capable of learning quickly. In this new journey however, I have given up control of how quick I progress.
This week has held some hardships for me. My girlfriend and I decided it was best that I figure some things out before we move on with each other. I felt like I was putting the cart before the horse, acting like we’re engaged and such. Well, I know that the Lord is in the details of our lives and I’m dedicated to kick this porn and sexual addiction with the power of God.
Glory to God!
